For fun, real fun? A smile in my f'ing face fun?

Working out to the point of out of breath-nearly-collapsing-tears-pain-and-blood Push myself to the limit and nearly breaking down. When i can force myself to do it + an amazing soundtrack = heaven to me.

Nothing, not even sex or candy is better for me.

I love to listen to music and create stories, and events based on characters made up previously by myself. Kinda a music/video conjugation. I usually write it down and create concepts for future events, interconnecting them all. Sci-fi / human relations, i wonder why?

Projects. I get something, or i need something? Lets change it, make it better, more functional or completely do it over. Ex: a piece of furniture, a cell phone, photo materials, toilet, what ever comes along. Lets design it, re-design it, fix it, break it, make it more complex or incredibly simple, needs a sticker, new OS? FINE!

As expected i love it when it works out fine, and kick the shit out of it when it goes wrong, i feel like a loser when it does go bad. (2% of the projects at most go wrong, so usually i'm a happy duck )

Eating candy, analyzing things...

Sometimes looking at artwork or listening to music can be fun for me. It can take you to a different place and be relaxing. I used to like taking my dog on long adventures, but I won't walk too far away any more, so that's just a chore now. I used to have a thirst for knowledge and reading, but I don't read very much anymore.

Second Life can be relaxing, I enjoy the process of creating buildings and landscapes from scratch. The early part of the design process is always the best as you have freedom to explore the possibilities within a particular theme and layout. I also have fun with my avatar there, dressing her in different outfits to reflect her mood and traveling around to various places.

I say sleeping... I am not sure though

Common Activities
Watch Anime
Practice Keyboard
Surf Internet (forums)

Uncommon Activities
Produce Music in Home Studio (MIDI)
Read Books (non-fiction text books mostly)
Play Visual Novels
Chief the ganja

Rare Activities
Hang out with friends (most who are also shut-ins)
Drink alcohol and karaoke

watch anime, read manga, forums and read fiction books. Oh and I watch tv shows and movies online too.

I hang out with my best friend sometimes but she's pretty popular and i'm pretty reclusive so it works out to like once every two weeks.

Yea, I've began to question whether things I'm doing are actually fun or not, you don't see a big smile on my face when I engage myself in those activities, in fact, it's probably quite the opposite.

I remember getting frustrated over one of my hobbies, because you know, I'm never that good at it, it's just something I want to do, and someone told me "Don't beat yourself up over it, just have fun! You're doing it because it makes you happy right?", my mind was blown.

jerk off.....

I use an input device to move an image of a plane, helicopter, spaceship, or little girl through a barrage of images of bullets while a function compares the coordinates between the two different types of images to detect collision.

lately, im trying to be outside... get some culture. im trying to learn industrial dancing and getting more into music.

ive done simulated fun for so long. maybe its time i try to get... to do some things 'myself' sorta and not my digital avatar haha

Drinking, wild dancing, and sex.


To clarify: I never have any fun.


Sometimes I jerk off or play video games.

What the fuck kind of life is this?

Heh, you know, i ask myself this same thing everyday about my waste of a life...

And on topic; Can't think of right now, video games, geeking on things i like, Evangelion, etc...

I don't really have anything fun in my life. I use to consider watching anime and going on the computer to be fun, but now they're just meaningless daily routines I perform to kill time until the day is over.

Yeah, it's pretty much the same for me. Fuck me and my weak soul .

did you draw that? its good


i read, use stumble, get obsesed over whatever topic apeals to me at the moment (curently how diatry recomendations have no conclusive reserch to back them up), bit of anime, music.

i've been playing these self challenge games, for several years now.
some are like you cant step on shadows on your way home, or every time you swear, you do 2 pushups.
last month's challenge was to avoid that guy from my high school who was in my bio class, that only lasted a few weeks and last week's challenge was to say the word peanut butter in at least 5 conversations in a day. i did okay, but it could've been better .
right now i just made another challenge! i have to do this bio-group project with these two girls in my class and they constantly keeps asking for my number. jokes on them i dont have a cellphone so what i'm going to do is be extremely obvious that i dont have one, and every time they bring it up i have to change the topic to sea otters(the animal we're doing the project on)
it's going to be so much fun, i cant wait

I want to live in the world of kooke. Live everyday like a super trooper.

Fact: Kooke is awesome .

Sleeping is my most favorite hobby.

That's exactly what I thought of. Meow I want to watch it again.

We should get ML to stream that if he's up for it.