
Mmmhmmmm...
Hai, agreed. I'm amazed I've found someone whose so fucking similar to me, pretty much every day I learn something new about her that makes me realise how similar we are.
I've never had a proper long distance relationship like this (apart from over the summer when I was completely off my head on benzos all the time... but that was just silly, and I feel like an idiot for it really). If I could just keep my confidence up and get better and stop giving a fuck about stupid personality/habitual traits/people judging me/people being cunts and putting me down, I could get a job and go see my lady for a weekend. I COULD save up with my benefits money, but I don't think that'd do my ego/self-esteem much good and I'd just sort of feel like a loser without a job uhhhhhh

, not sure how to explain it, but I think it just might feel a bit wrong. And anyway, I need to get a fucking job and make myself do more things, can't cave in again.
But yeah, I should think long distance relationships are possible, you just have to really really really fucking like them and be sure you adore the right person and that they're the same. Honesty is fucking important too.