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Post how long have you suffered from depression ?
how long have you suffered from depression ?

i have suffered for over ten years now. only recently my doctor has said that i probably need to see a shrink im in two minds about this because i have heard alot of horror stories about people being abused by health care professionals and i really dont need some shrink talking down to me

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Post Re: how long have you suffered from depression ?
Since childhood. But it didn't start getting really bad until I was in my mid to late teens. Then, around 22 to 23 or so it started getting so bad that I started getting suicidal.

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im suicidal today even my mother told me to go and die i really have no one who cares if i live or die expect a few of my friends on the net

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Post Re: how long have you suffered from depression ?
like 7-8 years now

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Post Re: how long have you suffered from depression ?
Since highschool I think, it really started after I had some kind of anxiety problem.


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Since Childhood.

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Post Re: how long have you suffered from depression ?
7 years I think. Fun times.

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Post Re: how long have you suffered from depression ?
katsumi rin wrote:
how long have you suffered from depression ?


A long time.


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Post Re: how long have you suffered from depression ?
I don't know. I'm trying to think of a time when I wasn't miserable and I don't think I can remember that far back. I guess I wasn't sitting in the womb thinking "This fucking sucks", but as much as I can remember I've never been a happy person. It all went downhill after being born.

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Post Re: how long have you suffered from depression ?
i have ended up in a few fights with people because they think they have the right to judge people with mental illness all they seem to know is what people have told them,what they have seen,or what they have read yet they think they know it all.i have actually been called a liar because people seem to think im making this up or things cant be that bad for me which really goes to show what they know

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Did one say so cruel
'Tis better to love and lose
Ignorance is bliss
Wish not knew your kiss
So many times been burned
This lesson goes unlearned
Remember desire only fuels the fire
Liar!

Betwixed birth and death
Every breath regret
I pity the living
Envy for the dead
Emotionally stunned
In defense - I'm numb
I'd rather not care then to be aware
Be scared

I don't need love

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Post Re: how long have you suffered from depression ?
Celebrating ten years of depression. Woo-hoo.

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