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Reasons to Live (List)
Hi HC, I've been feeling suicidal for over a week now and everyday I struggle to find a reason to live - at least, for a little while longer. For that, I want to make a list of reasons to live. You can write anything serious, funny or even personal and remember, sometimes it's the little things that will keep you going. I hope this will cheer everyone up, including myself.
Here goes, let's try to make it up to 100;
Reasons to Live 1. To find someone who would love me. 2. Evangelion: 3.0 Quickening
Fri Jul 30, 2010 4:20 am
Suedehead
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
The Hobbit movie release in 2012.
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Fri Jul 30, 2010 4:26 am
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
Things may get better in the future.
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Fri Jul 30, 2010 5:25 am
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
I still want to go and at least try living on my own.
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Fri Jul 30, 2010 5:27 am
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
I know that at least a few people would miss me. Even though everyone seems distant from me now, I know that if I died, my mom, brother, and boyfriend would be devastated. It would change their lives for the worse.
I know that there are people out there who appreciate my music, and I love making it. I haven't recorded enough songs yet. I haven't put out a record yet. I need to stick around long enough to put out a record, maybe do some gigs.
Fri Jul 30, 2010 5:35 am
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My cats need me & I would worry about what would happen to them if I were to kill myself.
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Fri Jul 30, 2010 5:38 am
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
Number them please. ^^
9. Cadbury and Kit Kats! I'd live for another day just to taste them.
Fri Jul 30, 2010 5:47 am
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
10. To keep my father company. Yes... that goes for everyone~!
Fri Jul 30, 2010 5:55 am
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11. It is better to suffer here than in the next world.
Fri Jul 30, 2010 11:07 am
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12. I have to finish my group assignment in class. I am, after all, the leader. 13. Also, I've gotta get laid first!
I know that there are people out there who appreciate my music, and I love making it. I haven't recorded enough songs yet. I haven't put out a record yet. I need to stick around long enough to put out a record, maybe do some gigs.
I would love to hear your music. I never knew you composed music.
Aurora wrote:
13. Also, I've gotta get laid first!
I immediately wanted to like this like on facebook.
14. To get into music school 15. To find true love
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Fri Jul 30, 2010 12:50 pm
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
Season 6 of House starting on the hallmark channel (too lazy to download)
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Fri Jul 30, 2010 1:06 pm
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
- bacause of my parants. - stargate universe. - anime. - games. - technology
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
22. Asian food.
Fri Jul 30, 2010 6:15 pm
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
wordies
Everybody gather round and listen to my song I've only got one
We who are young, should now take a stand Don't run from the burdens of women and men Continue to give, continue to live For what you know is right
Most of your life can be out of sight Withdraw from the darkness and look to the light Where everyone's free At least that's the way it's supposed to be
We just keep on keeping on We just keep on keeping on
Many think that we have blown it But they too will soon admit That there's still a lot of love among us
And there's still a lot of faith and warmth and trust When we keep on keeping on
Before we dismiss, one thing I insist When you have your young, remember this song And our world surroundings, its leaps and bounds Ups and downs, is reality
Teach them to be strong, and when they are grown They can proudly imply that we were an alright guy For all the wrong now is right This nation's people are now united as one
And we just keep on keeping on We just keep on keeping on
Many think that we have blown it But they too will soon admit That there's still a lot of love among us
And there's still a lot of faith, warmth, and trust When we keep on keeping on
Keep on keeping on, ya'll Keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on Keep on, keeping on (Keep on, keeping on)
We got to move on up, ya'll (We got to move on up) Keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on
Some years back I remember Still in my mind so well My mama made this [Incomprehensible] And I found it never fails
Never worry too long (Worry too long) About what goes on (About what goes on) Today it's sorrow (Today it's sorrow) Look like joy tomorrow (Look like joy tomorrow)
Keep on keeping on (Keep on keeping on) Keep on, keep on (Keep on, keep on)
We just keep on keeping on We just keep on keeping on
Many think that we have blown it But they too will soon admit That there's still a lot of love among us
And there's still a lot of faith, warmth, and trust When we keep on keeping on
Ooh ooh ooh ooh (Ooh ooh ooh ooh)
We're gonna move on up (We're gonna move on up)
Keep on keeping on (Keep on keeping on) Move on, move now (Move on, move now) Keep on keeping on (Keep on keeping on)
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Fri Jul 30, 2010 7:49 pm
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
23. Because I want to see how Liverpool do next season 24. Because I don't want to die a virgin 25. Because as ridiculously unrealistic as it is, I want to achieve something of worth
Fri Jul 30, 2010 9:35 pm
Aurora
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
26. To tell my parents that I love them - even if it's not true.
Fri Jul 30, 2010 10:28 pm
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
I'll add a couple to the list.
27. Say "Fuck You!" to a senior authority figure without any feelings of guilt or remorse. It they have done something to deserve it then they really deserve it. Got to stop being timid and non confrontational and let fuckers walk all over me.
28. Meet at least one person from HikiCulture. Most people here are a pretty cool bunch so it would be shame if this turns out to be a missed opportunity. Will anyone want to meet me? (._.)
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Tue Aug 03, 2010 5:08 am
Reanimator
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
I'd meet you BraveToaster, but, I shouldn't like to think I gave you one less reason to live.
Tue Aug 03, 2010 5:11 am
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Reanimator wrote:
I'd meet you BraveToaster, but, I shouldn't like to think I gave you one less reason to live.
Thanks Reanimator. I really should try to be more social outwith the forum but I'm such a lazy arse. Will put in some more effort in the (near?) future.
Thought of some more.
29. Complete 0ne film/TV script at some point in my life and have it refered to someone. Will be shelved or "canned".
30. Write/draw up at least one manga no matter how sh0ddy, cliche ridden, and just plain amateurish it is.
31. Release one "album" of "songs" with one of my friends (not commercially but sent out for review - it's all it deserves). So close yet so far. We're nearly on "album" two (more exotic instrumentation - theres a melodica and a stylophone on it) and still the first one hasn't been printed up yet.
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Tue Aug 03, 2010 5:30 am
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Oh! I'm stealing your ideas Mr Toasty.
32. Finish writing something and be proud of the piece in retrospect, rather than deciding it's inferior and only seeing the flaws in it.
Tue Aug 03, 2010 5:44 am
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
BraveLittleToaster wrote:
27. Say "Fuck You!" to a senior authority figure without any feelings of guilt or remorse.
I did that more times than I can count during my lifetime.
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Tue Aug 03, 2010 7:17 am
Reiji
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Re: Reasons to Live (List)
32. To actually compose some music 33. To drive around Canada 34. To give love one last chance
Ummmm... yeah that is about it. I have been struggling with suicidal urges for the past couple of days as Well. I do not know if I believe any of my reasons but there they are.
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Tue Aug 03, 2010 7:46 am
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