107. I want to flip a table irl someday.

108. I've got a girlfriend now, killing myself would kind of be a dick move.

109. I still have a lot to read and learn.

110. I still must realize the greatest thruth.

111. Every second you go on you are stronger, you are always free to run away, and because you can run away, staying ascends your soul with every heartbeat.



That's so cute.

#112: If I died now, I'd fuck up my best friend's merging, and then I'd be a long time before both her personalities merged together.

113. I still have yet to read my local public library's entire classical literature section (I've been making my way through that for about 2 years now)
114. I still haven't wrote a best selling Science fiction novel yet
115. I still haven't published something in a Scientific journal
116. I still haven't gotten my PhD in Astrophysics

Yeah, she thought it was cute too.

the internet and pokemon

118. I enjoy whining about how much I hate living too much to die.

119. Hot dogs

120. Pig-out Tuesday. God, I'm salivating. Food has been too scarce this week. I would easily choose eating over death.

121. I'm too lazy to get up from my computer chair and kill myself

122. Pizza.
123. Chocolate

124. NaNoWriMo coming up.

125. i'm looking forward to world war 3

126. In a few years, or even just months, i will be able to live by myself in my own house, now that i'm so close to such a prize, it would be ridiculous to drop the game.

127. The Hobbit movie hasn't came out yet
128. I have yet to blow thousands of dollars in one day at Akihabara

I've only watched roughly half of The Sopranos.

~Exploring the world
~Food
~Music
~Christmahannukwanzadan

134) Black coffee and falling leaves

135) To be a bit of a risk-taker. By living, you are risking having to go through shit. The potential prize is that you get to experience amazing things too.

136) If you die you might miss out on a chance to have an amazing adventure

137) You will meet your soul mate one day

138) You are loved, and whether you know it or not a lot of people will miss you when you are gone

138) To see The MPT in gaias chatterbox make it too 1 million pages.
139) To go to NYC.
140) To see my grandparents die.
141) To make a baby.
142) For tomorrows bowel movement. (I really do enjoy them.)

143) Reason to live ask yourself why you want to live further.

144) The new Peacemaker Kurogane Manga releasing in a month (6).
145) Cosplay with friends.
146) To have enough money to put a cigar on with it.
147) The K-ON! movie!!
148) AI Girlfriends might be invented.
149) Someone's red string is connected to your little finger. If you kill yourself, you'll make a lovely partner lonely.
150) You hadn't played the new resident evil game!
151) Silent Hill 8!

Quote I remember hearing in high school. "No one dies a virgin, life screws everybody."


but my biggest reason to keep living is to hope I can
152: Take off into space in my own ship somehow.
153:Become a machine. (Enter consciousness as a machine.)



been my dreams since as far back as I can remember. Always wanted to be a machine. Ignore the weakness of the flesh. As a machine I could upgrade myself as needed with no problems. (Then it just becomes an issue of what has a "soul" and what doesn't if such a thing truly exists.... which is for another topic entirely...)