Have always hated being human.
The same things that can be strong in certain situations can be weaknesses in another.
The frailty of health. the disease of aging, death not so much but if I were not human then i would probably want to live.
Why i like the guyver suit (in attack mode where the wearer has no control) and detonator orgun where Tomoru would have blended into orgun and lost his humanity had he kept bonding. Did not happen in the anime but that is what i wanted.

As far as an inner self I do not have one.
I do not ever think I did.
I feel like a humanoid robot with preprogrammed responses to everything.
There is no me, there is just the shell.