Nicotine and caffeine work quite well. A real miracle is cocaine though. I never took enough to consider it a "trip" but just a little makes me feel so much more better. I figure it simply helps with my add though and doesn't straigt-forward help against social anxiety.

You didn't find it help your anxiety during the high? When I took cocaine I felt great and powerful but the next day I was an edged out anxious mess. I'd rather not feel overly confident and powerful though.

Why?

Mary Jane is my miracle lady.

I wouldn't mind feeling confident, just not exaggerated because I've never met anyone with an overly inflated sense of self worth that didn't strike me as a fucktard. Power is not something I'd like to have over anyone.

I might have misphrased that.
It certainly helps a lot, not by making me more confident though, but by making me more focused. I don't have self-esteem issues, I just don't like being seen while doing/saying actual awkward things. I usually do/say those things because my add distorts my motorics and thoughts. (<--) This is where the cocaine jumps in, not on the actual level of anxiety.

Still pretty confusing and illphrased, but I hope you get my point.

Benzo's, alchohol and cannabis used to work, drugs and booze are a bit hit and miss. Sometimes I worry about how im coming across when im on them. Cant use Cannabis now though but i mainly used it as a cure for boredem and it seemed to help with the depression i was suffering from.

The one time i did Cocaine mixed with etizolam and my usual respiridone was good, felt confident and powerful.

I want to try an ssri soon, see my shrink in a few weeks.

Its hard to know whats paranoia and whats anxiety though.

Mary Juwana is my best friend. Alcohol works sometimes, but not nearly as well. The bunch of crappy drugs they give me at the mental health office don't do jack diddly poop.

None for social anxiety, but Lamictal and Abilify for depression and mood issues.

cyanide
no more anxiety

Valium.



However, I refused to let it be prescribed to me. I object to dealing with anxiety issues in this way. Still I had the best 2 hours of my life under the influence of Valium. Today I had a similar feeling without drugs though!

ha ha ha, I didn't expect that.