Hi everybody, I'm only 15 but I've found myself having trouble socializing every since I was starting middle school. I think I have social anxiety and I've been unable to go to school for the past month now T.T. I lost all my childhood friends and everybody thinks I'm scary/awkward (probably because I'm big/fat and I'm afraid to show emotions). I don't do anything but browse the internet and watch Starcraft 2 streams.....

I guess I qualify as a Hiki that's just started to withdraw from society.

Welcome to HC, new people.

Hello everyone. Found the site through Google. I was looking for a site where I could openly discuss hiki without being told what to do or laughed at.

Welcome to HC, please enjoy your stay!

Hello, I found this website through google, great search engine. I lurked around for a while saw it was a forum I might be able to contribute to so finally made an account.

hi, this place feels like home, i am getting a good vibe here.
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Well, hey. I guess my name says it all. Totally disillusioned with society. Been sick of peoples bullshit for years. I've recieved Soc. Sec. disability for 8 years or so, my nut check. Doctors wrote me off a long time ago. I take meds for anxiety too, (xanax, seroquel, vistaril etc..) and that keeps me from doing away with myself of others. At least for now..

I like to chill out with my meds and hole up in the bedroom and watch movies and mess with computer. But yep, I saw how ugly, nasty and worthless most of society is years back and basically said fuck it and dropped out. Don't miss a thing..

I have ran a hermit board for over 10 years myself. Not tons of members, but we keep it active. Well me in a nutshell. Take it easy and glad you could be graced with my presence...

Hey welcome to HC!

My name is Nick and I'm 19. I found this forum through Google and I hope to be an active member. I've been a hikikomori for years now and spend all my days watching anime, tv, and going on the internet. That's about it.

Hellooo....

Hello, I'm Kaylin and I'm 16. I tend to be just as shy online as I am in real life, so it's taken me a while to actually sign up here. :x I'm an online schooler and spend all of my free time on the computer blogging, playing games, and watching anime. I guess that's it?

Is it that hermitorium one, or something like that? I got a list of movies from there...

Anyway, welcome to HC.

Welcome to HC and nice avatar. No 6 was a pretty awesome anime.

Welcome, Kaylin. . Didn't see you there before.

Hey guys, I don't know if any of the people that were frequent once upon a time when I was on are still frequent now but if any remember me at all figured I'd give you all a short story of how I didn't actually die or anything else really great. LOL

I believe it's been almost a year now since I've been on here.

In that time my ex started to call me knowing I was easy to draw in, since I missed her more than I'd miss one of my legs. We got engaged (kinda...), I moved with her down to my mom's house because she's actually willing to help me out with life unlike my dad/stepmom, my now ex-fiance got pregnant and had a miscarriage (Nagging suspicion it wasn't mine... but was happy then super sad), she turned into a bitch (pardon my language) and left me.

I figured when I moved down here my friends from my early teen years and my old DND buddies would be excited to hang out but they've done nothing but blow me off for months and now I'm falling back into the old habits I had a year or more ago.


Stay at home, ignore people when I can, only go out for work (When I do get a job that is....) and the occasional supplies run to a store.

I'm starting to wonder now if it was even a smart idea to break the cycle to begin with and I should have just stayed like this and come to live with my mom and ignored... "her"...

I know that seems like, "Please pity me." but I am not asking for pity, just mostly telling my story so in case there is another potentially with a manipulative ex... don't listen to them. Relationships end for a reason... let it stay that way.

So, since I'm back, what did I miss? How are you all doing in your maze of life?

Hey, thought I would join this site since I seem to have zero friends and very bad social skills for over 10 years now. Would be nice to talk to people who are similar to me. Hopefully I can get to know people around here.

It's okay, Labrat has worse social skills.

yeah and I do fine

New person here, obviously. I tend to be more of a lurker on forums, but maybe I'll try posting now and then.

Not very good at introductions.

Umm... guess I've been a hiki for nearly 8 years now; I'll be 26 in a month. Main things I do is watch anime, play video games (mainly RPG), and browse the web, all while chatting with online friends. Often do those same activites with said friends.

I guess that's all. Hoping to get to know some of you perhaps.

Hello everyone, I hope I can fit in here. I'm on the verge of being kicked out of university because of my issues with anxiety and my depressive / suicidal tendencies, and will soon very likely become a NEET for the first time in my life. I tend to be just as anxious online as I am in real life, if not more so (fun fact: it took me three days to pluck up the courage to post this). I don't think I've ever successfully become a member of, or made friends on a forum community — it's probably because I don't really have anything interesting or significant to say. Anyway, I hope I don't bother anyone too much by posting here from time to time.

Welcome to HC, Enigmatic Affliction, 161803, disillusioned, kaylin, Lex and Corazon!

Welcome back, TeremirNailos! I remember you.

I think once you find threads that interest you you'll be able to post freely. Look at me. I have very little confidence, but I've already been able to make close to 100 posts in the very short time I've been here.

Not having anything interesting or significant to say doesn't stop me from posting here.

Also, I hope you don't become a NEET. It's generally not much fun.

My names Jake, Im from Canada and just stumbled on this site by accident.