I've never had a fear of females, which I find quite peculiar due to people like myself being stereotyped as being afraid of women. In fact, most of my associates are females, but they are of the scholarly, librarian types rather than the attractive "Nothing on the mind but men,' kind of woman.

If i can ask Belial, what is "people like yourself"? And by the way, that last phrase "Nothing on the mind but men" made me laugh for some reason .

I'm afraid of in the end having nothing to call my own.

You mean an object, or a person, or a concept or skill, or something else?

Nothing. I am afraid of nothin to call my own. Not my mind, not my name, not my thoughts.

You know, nerdy, introverted types who rarely talk unless it's to explain something or correct someone.

So, of not having yourself. Yeah, that stuff is really terrifying, sometimes i have horror fantasies about parasites invading and destroying my brain .



To be honest, i always pictured you as kind of Sheldon Cooper but without the asperger or the meaness and arrogance .

I've been compared to Sheldon Cooper, but funny thing is, I actually do have Aspergers.

Not like that. It is that, in the end, I am not -me- but an amalgamation of my surroundings. In that way, I do not own any part of myself because every part that is 'me' is actually parts of 'others'. I fear that I am not 'me' and 'me' does not exist.

Ah, yeah, well, i guess one can say they are always in a certain way a product of their surroundings, in the end, what can you truly say is "you"? for example, i think one of my defining characteristics is that i'm smart and inclined towards intelligence, but that is because my parents got me to read books and other things from a young age, i didn't choose it, and if i could, what could have driven me to choose? i would have nothing in myself that would lead me to a decision. In that way, what i think i'm saying is, that -me- is a tricky concept. If this can help, pretty much what you truly feel to be "you" is more than likely to be "you" (or a part of you) hope it helps in something.



Really? wouldn't have suspected.

Perhaps if you saw me in real life it would make itself more apparent. Although, sometimes I think it's Schizotypal personality disorder and not Aspergers.

Tomorrow. . .the future in general.

Also... Being hurt by the girl i love in the way only she can hurt me.

(not the biggest, but it's a big one, i guess it's a part of my intimacy issues).

Clowns! ....terrifying.

I don't have any biggest phobia, but I'm really afraid of needles and injections. it always make so much panic... I get fast heartbeat, shorten my breath and I'm really about to escape. I always react strong.
I remember one time I went do doctor for blood sampling, and I give my hand to nurse - all hand in scars, few fresh wounds - and I close my eyes, totally stoned in panic. I started to histerically laughing and finally told her - You see? I wasn't afraid of this, but I'm afraid of this... she just smiled
yesterday my friend sent me photo with needled nipple - and I had fast heartbeat, couldn't breath, closed my eyes and panicly tried to close browser.
also I really hate filling and sending documents. I don't know why exactly. Maybe it's beacuse I'm afraid something is wrong with them. I always get procrastination state of mind with it.

I have many phobias. It was worse when I trust someone will come in, used for its own purposes. I'm afraid to talk to young women. I'm afraid to look people in the eye when talking. I know that they can see something wrong. Psychiatric hospitals fear that this may be an option. Do not go out there anymore that someone can use my position once and take possession of my property, my confidence come. This is not a phobia is a reality. There are many cases when Ukraine to elderly people living alone without family, apartments, anywhere. Come young girls say that will help people if they sign a document. And many people agree. It is associated with old age. What no one will watch them, sometimes consciously agree to pay the property, only to someone caring for them, do not get home elderly people. Given that I hikimori this option is very real. Simply relatives of such people do not keep the old age. Many property thief in this whole problem. Ways they can find a lot. They can bring in some way that you are mentally ill, all sorts of documents. Your chance to come out very low. Fortunately I'm not an idiot, in some countries is probably not real.

in Poland we have similar problems with thieves, scams :/ not being racist - but in my city lives any Gypsies, and they are problem. They robbed my grannie two times.

I also have very big telephone-phobia. That big like needle phobia.

Oh yeah, I kinda have gypsy-phobia , not my biggest though, but my deepest from my childhood

Dying alone of old age in a hospital or nursing home somewhere.

you just said my most probably plans to the future :/

Dying without achieving my bucketlist..

Being left all alone.
But I am also afraid of crowded places and random hugs.

crowds, o'course.
speaking in front of more than two people. (anything more than that and I start talking way too fast and quiet)

the ocean.

spiders.

heights--'cept when I'm on roller coasters.

"Losing my penis to a whore with disease."
"Just kidding," I said. "Losing my life to a whore with disease."
She said, "Excuse me, please?"
I said, "Losing my life to a whore with disease."
I said, "Please."
Well, I'm a humble guy with healthy desire.